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| A SOUTHERN PACIFIC TRAIN SOMEWHERE AROUND CHICO C. 1985 PRINTED AS A BLACK AND WHITE AND THEN COLORED WITH PHOTO OILS AND COLORED PENCILS |
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I just read the news that Kodak filed for Chapter 11 Bankruptcy. That news
is an additional reminder of my history. It further establishes the fact that
as time marches on change is inevitable. It also creates in me, a reference
point in my timeline of life's events. I have seen many changes in this
lifetime, and I hope I will see many more.
The photograph above is one I took in the mid eighties while I was on a
photographic outing. It was likely taken on Kodak T Max film, developed in
either D-76 or T Max developer, fixed with Kodak Rapid Fixer, and the print was
developed in Kodak Dektol paper developer.
I was not a Kodak loyalist. When I first started dark room work, I almost
exclusively used their products in everything from black and white film to
color slide film and chemistry. It did not take me long to reject Kodak's black
and white papers (with the exception of their "G" surface papers
which I used for hand-coloring photographs - like the one above).
My point is that many things have changed during the course of my life. The
Southern Pacific Transportation Company is long gone.
This photograph is important to me in that it represents several important
parts of my life. My life is valuable to me, but like the Southern Pacific,
there will come a day when The Thomas Bethune no longer runs. I suppose, in all
honesty, that I still wish to leave a mark and some forms of reference that
will remind others that Thomas Bethune was here, and that his life was of some
value.
I occasionally return to Bakersfield
to visit family. While we are there, I always make several pilgrimages to the
shrines of my youth: The site of the Southern Pacific's yard in East
Bakersfield; The house I grew up in; the house I owned as a young husband and
father; Caliente; The Tehachapi Loop; Tehachapi; Summit
and Mojave; EBHS; Mt.
Breckenridge; the
foothills. All these places are parts of what helped form me as a man, and all
of these places have and are changing.
I accept that change is inevitable. I fully get, understand, and embrace
that fact. I am not living in the past when I reflect on the past with my blog
ramblings. I do draw strength, pride and gratitude for the events that took
place in/at the above-mentioned places. I know that who I am is a result of the
lessons learned at these and many other places and times.
I hope that the images that I create as an artist carry with them my
connections to The Southern Pacific and Kodak. I trust that aspects of Tom as
the father, husband, son, grandson, railroader, soldier, photographer, and so
on carry through in my expression as an artist.
The above photograph does clearly convey my love of trains and of
photography. I think that other not so obvious photographs do so as well
without the subject matter being a train.